While waiting for FT Island's new vid to load in Youtube, I'll just blab here.

I didn't blog yesterday since we had a lab report to do and I wanted to sleep. I'm still exhausted from last week and I often find myself sleeping during class. I know it's not a good thing but I cannot help stopping myself indulge in the pleasure of sleep. Anyway, I still manage to get passing grades so uhm.. I guess it's okay to sleep as of now. HAHAHA. Did I mention that I'm a DL this quarter? Weee I'm so happy.

Speaking of those new school shoes I bought, DAMN. It just gave me two blisters on my feet. And damn my feet hurt. I SWEAR. I think I'll be wearing flats to school tomorrow.. Gaaawd.

Well, I'm leaving now. Coz I need sleep. Bye.

Ah, it feels nice not having anything to worry about for tomorrow.

I don't really recall much of what happened to me today, except that I found my self immersed in the Breaking Dawn fever while listening to my iPod at the same time. Another thing is that a lot of teachers are really curious about Breaking Dawn, and the other Twilight books. I can't blame them since they see me carrying my book while walking (I read while I walk! HAHAHAHA). For example a while ago. I walked past Ma'am Chamee, Ma'am Sarah and Ma'am Lucille when I think it was Ma'am Chamee who stared at my book. And Ma'am Chamee also told me that she reads our blogs and she constantly sees that there's something about the Twilight series in our blogs. Then Ma'am Jearvy joined in the fun and they asked me stuff about the series, which I was glad to entertain of course. So I told them just to read the book and experience the fun and all. XD

Anyway, I'm currently in Chapter 18 of Breaking Dawn. Really, really significant part. I really don't care about spoilers that people tell me since sharing it to other people is different than what is stated in the book. I know what the hell will happen to Edward, Bella and Jacob in BD even if I haven't read the book. Well, I did read the synopsis in Wikipedia (Ma'am Janice did too! hahaha). Darlene actually shared some vital parts in BD and they told me to cover my ears but I didn't since I really don't mind. COME ON. I only read the last few pages of Harry Potter 7 and I already know the ending. Sheesh. I didn't even read the book. Well, I will soon.

Did I mention that I have a waitlist on who's gonna borrow my Twilight saga books next? It's currently at the back of my Statistics notebook. So far, Caith's gonna borrow Twilight, Gilleanne's borrowing New Moon, Ate Danica's borrowing Eclipse, and Liana and Clara will be borrowing my Breaking Dawn. I could seriously run a book rental business. Haha. I remember Ate Renren and Ate Danica calling me a bookstore before. Yeah, I love books. Books are a good investment. So when I have a daughter of my own, I'd name her Isabella Rosalie (wtf right?) and I'd force her to read the Twilight Series. Or if I have a son, I'd name him Edward Jacob (hahaha a bigger wtf). Obsession much? No, I am so not obsessed. *sarcastic*

Did I mention that I saw some Korean dude that looked like Jaejin when I got my copy of Breaking Dawn? Hahaha. I swear I already saw someone who looked like Jonghun.

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GAAAAAAH FT ISLAND'S NEW MV! Wonbin's hair is, flaring. He's so fly that his hair's flaming like the fire in my heart. Okay, did I just say that? Ewww. Hahaha. But still, Wonbin pwns. Jaejin's a good actor like his sister Chaewon, Minhwan doesn't look like a 15 year old, Hongki finally looks like a guy (HALLELUJAH PRAISE THE LORD!) and Jonghun's beefed up. Sweet.


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I lose interest but I come back for more. My aspirations are phelpsian. Hard to reach, impossible to reach. I might die forcing myself to run after my aspirations.

I didn't blog yesterday since I was too engrossed with typing and editing my story for English.

I'm really, really serious about this story. I need to feel a sense of fulfillment, despite the fact that I never ever finished one of those crappy fanfictions I made (that's why I prefer oneshots!). So far, I've written the climax part of the story and I'm currently writing the ending. I couldn't think of what to write in the beginning, the rising action and the denouement of the story. I don't think there will be a denouement in my project. Anyway, I started writing a serious draft yesterday during Math class when we were finished with the exercise. I'm finding it easier to write the parts that I could already imagine and I'll just find a way to make the fragments I make coherent. Also, I need major proofreading since I have problems with my grammar. I'm not really confident about my grammar sometimes, but I still insist on writing in English because it is waaaay easier than writing in Filipino.

Now I'm torn between school work, badminton practice, reading Eclipse and making my story (which I don't consider as school work so that I won't take it with mediocrity). I'm currently in Chapter 10 of Eclipse and I'm thinking of devoting my weekends to lab reports and and reading the book. I could just write my story in school, when I am super duper boooored.

Speaking of lab reports, we have one long one due next week since we did Blood Typing and Clotting Time simultaneously. It was a lot of fun since I got to prove that my blood type is really A. What was funny was Niña said that she's an AB but it turned out to be B when we tested her blood. Same thing happened to Marvin. He said he was an A but in the test results, he was an O. Maybe I'll post some pics next time. I'm going to type what I wrote for my story after this. I'm really putting my heart and soul into it, really.

I will finish the story. I will send a copy to Korea so that the boys of FT Island would read it. After all, my story was inspired from their Japanese song, right? XD

Waking up today was better than yesterday, even if my dad had to wake me up. I remember having a body clock programmed to always wake up at 4:30 am even if it was summer vacation. I guess it's different now. I was planning to wake up at 4:00 am to study Bio, and my alarm clock blasted Epik High's song so loud that I woke up. Unfortunately, I changed my mind and drifted back to sleep. An hour and a half later, my dad woke me up telling me that it was already 5:30. Geeeeeez. I need more sleep. Haha.

Just a random thought. I just love waking up then finding out that it's only 2:00am or something. I get a lot of sleep from that situation. I often find myself being sleepy already at around 8:00 pm. Yes, I do blog even if I'm sleepy. It feels nice to chronicle whatever happens in your daily life and after a couple of years, you look back and you laugh at yourself for being highly emotional when you were 16. I even laugh at myself when I think about the time when I threatened to kill myself when I was in the 5th grade because my classmates kept on teasing me (I forgive my classmates anyway, haha. we were pesky kids back then). I even laugh at myself whenever I remember I was such a big freaking F4 fan even if F4 was not that famous here anymore. I still listen to their music once in a while and check how they've been doing but I'm not fangirl crazy as before. I'm done with Taiwanese boybands. I'm going Korean now. *ehemehemFTISLANDehemehem*

Maybe right now I'll start to write in fragments. Don't expect much coherence from me right now. I'll make sure the sentences in each paragraph are coherent but I don't think I'd make my paragraphs coherent. I won't do this all the time, just sometimes. Okay? Sometimes.

I'll start, now.

I seriously wanna slap someone right now. I never got acquainted with being plastic, or so. Maybe I was years back but now, I don't think so. I simply avoid people I don't like and I make sure I only have minimal interaction with them. Anyway, this person is seriously getting on to my nerves. I bet that person's getting into the nerves of others as well.

The loudness is making my sensitive ears bleed. Please don't mind me. I have this little world of my own where I constantly imagine that I'm Bella Swan (BECAUSE OF JACOB BLACK!). And then sometimes, I imagine that I taught the FT Island boys how to defend themselves then their stylists turn them into girls (who's with me? haha). I noticed that I haven't been fangirling that much since I'm too busy with school work and reading the Twilight series. The primary reason why I visit Parad right now is to check on how the site's doing, are there new members, and the like. Also, I leave messages on the Cbox to say hi to the usual people I see there like Ate Nins, Pebbles, Kix and the others. So far, I haven't been seeing Cher (who's busy, I'm sure. okay lang yan pre), Ate Danah (who will be starting her OJT in the hospital this month) and Hachi (who's busy as well). I just wish that Parad would be more active so that when I get my fat a** in Manila for college, I would get to see FT Island without riding a plane for an hour and a half. So now, I'm just hoping and praying that FT Island would come soon. Hahaha. Anyway.

Today was normal. Pretty much the same routine I have in every passing day. I got to see my grade in Stat and I got 1.50. Not bad eh. I'm not expecting much, either. We got to watch some documentary in Socsci about child laborers and Nyka had a "crush" on this kid named Bobbi featured in the docu since the narrator described him as fair skinned and good looking. Seriously? I think the narrator just said that for emphasis. Then after lunch was Bio. I tried to stop myself from sleeping again. I guess I felt sleepy because I had a really good lunch. Math was okay. Freaking bonus quiz. I think I only got one answer correctly.

English was fuuuun, as usual. Jihad was assigned to present something about Africa (since our next topic is African Literature) since he's be blabbing about the fact that he's, well, "black". The cool thing about his presentation was he made his own language and asked JB to be his "translator". I'm pretty sure everyone got a really good laugh at that one, including Ma'am Annie. Anyway, we were also asked to write in a Manila paper our answers to the questions: "What do you want to know about Africa?" and "What have you learned about Africa?". My answer to the 1st question is, 'Are they aware that Fall Out Boy has a music vid featuring them?' and my answer to the 2nd questions is 'Oprah loves Africans'. Also, we were assigned to do some research about African tribes assigned to us. I chose the Maasai, mainly because I recall my dad meeting some of them in a business trip to Kenya years back. Maybe my dad could dish in some info, and maybe some pics. :D

Some quotes from English class!

So right now, I'm supposed to do my homework. No random pics this time. I wanna do my homework ASAP so I could read more New Moon, even if I get jelly when Jacob calls Bella 'honey'. Darn.

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I got to watch half of Rent already! Yay! Hahaha.

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I wish I were Bella Swan.
By then, I would be Jacob's 'honey'.
Ewww. Did I just say that?!
Lmao I think I did.

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Homework time. Bye. :)

Not yet Rizal, not yet; Sleep not in peace
There are a thousand waters to span
There are a thousand mountains to cross
There are a thousand crosses to be borne
Our shoulders are not strong; our sinews have
Grown flaccid with dependence; smug with ease
Under another's wing; Rest not in peace

Okay hanggang diyan pa lang namememorize ko. Nakakatamad talaga. As in, sobra. Ang ayaw ko talaga sa Chem labrep was hindi masyado madali intindihin ang redox reactions (para sa akin ha). I had to consume all my time looking for helpful references sa net but kahit na ok naman ang explanation sa net, wala parin ako naiintindihan. It's easier to learn kung may nagtuturo talaga. So hopefully tomorrow, maituro na sa amin ang redox reactions.

So after finishing all my requirements, I watched Hangeul Island (FT Island's show that was shot during their stay in Japan) on Youtube! Thank God na may English subs na. Matuturuan na din ako ni Wonbin magsalita ng Korean. Hahaha. So far, I only got to watch the 1st two episodes dahil tinatamad na rin ako manood. I actually got to learn two phrases in Korean. One was taught by Hongki and the other was taught by Wonbin. These are:

Sa ja reul ki woo da -- I keep a lion (taught by Hongki)
Woori Yeongwonhi Gachi Hamggeh Haja -- Let's stay together forever (taught by WONBIN)

Wala laaang. Naaliw ako sa tinuro ni Wonbin. Hehehe so very sweet. Sabi pa nga nya sa video to say it to all of your loved ones. Lol. XDDD Tska kanina, I posted a message sa message board ng Pops In Seoul promoting Paradiso. WE SERIOUSLY NEED A LOT OF ADVERTISING. So yun, naisip ko na magpost sa Pops In Seoul message board. Sana mabasa ni VJ Isak on TV ang message! SANA LANG PLEAAAASE. Ate Nins also posted a message. Hehehe. ;D

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Remember Jung Sungha? That 11 yr old Korean kid who's good in playing the guitar? Guess what. He played 'Anak' by Freddie Aguilar and posted it on Youtube (actually, it's his dad who posts the videos on Youtube.. I think). A lot of Filipinos actually commented on the video and they really liked it. Even I liked it. Sungha's rendition of Anak is really captivating. Magaling talaga siya na bata. Kaso nga lang sa video, wala si Sungha mismo na tumutugtog ng gitara tapos ang video is parang seashore lang. Pero sige nalang. Maganda naman yung music eh. Hehehehe. Here's the video if you want proof. XD

So that's my day today. Monday nanaman bukas at feel ko na malapit na ang exams. Gagawin ko pa ang bagong Bayani of the Week announcement. Hehehe. Babayoooooo.

Ang Edward and Bella of Sodium. :))

Okay lang ang subjects today. First was Bio. May quiz kami about organic molecules and stuff. Surprisingly, I found the quiz easy and I didn't fall asleep during Bio. Di na ako mabuking ni Winona nito. HAHAHA. After that was Filipino and Ma'am Ines made us revise our composition once more and have it computyped to be submitted on Monday. Okay lang kay madali lang man. Then during Physics, Sir Noel just posted some problems on the board, made Niña write the solution on the board and kami naman, nagpakavain. Yang pics sa taas were taken during Physics time. After that was Socsci. I found the lesson interesting kase may Aztecs and Mayans. Naalala ko tuloy yung computer game na nilalaro ko dati. It's name is Where In Time is Carmen Sandiego? Nakakatuwa siyang laruin kase you get to go back in time kuno and umabot pa nga ako sa 17th level nun (18 levels all in all). Nasa time na ata yun ni Thomas Edison. I wonder where my CD went. Anyway, after that was Chem. Finally after a year or so, saka ko lang nagets talaga ang limiting reagents. Ang loser ko talaga, as in. Hahaha. During Math, the lesson was okay. It wasn't that hard to comprehend. Lingaw yung graphs kase kailangan daw smooth yung curves sa graph. And finally, English. HAHA LINGAW ANG ENGLISH BAI. We had a lesson on coherence in writing and we were made to write a story where magsulat kami ng isang sentence tapos dudugtungan ng next, so on and so forth. Nakakatawa yung isang story na ang starting is 'Love sucks' pero in the end, it was something positive about love. Ang laboooooo. Hahaha.

After classes, we had a batch meeting regarding the prom. We had to think of a good prom theme by that afternoon kase kung wala, nako Filipiniana ang aming theme. Seriously, Filipiniana? Baka pasayawin kami ng Cariñosa sa prom niyan. Haha kidding. Anyway, we decided na Classical European-ish ang theme namin. I tried defending na Hollywood ang theme but, hindi umubra. Okay lang naman ang theme. May naisip na ako na gown. Secret nalang kung ano. Wohoo. XD

Ok. Since I learn about stuff everyday, in every blog I make (or most para safe), maglalagay ako ng WHAT I LEARNED TODAY. It could be nerdy, gossip-y, whatever stuff. Anyway, here I go..

WHAT I LEARNED TODAY:

1. Photosynthesis has two stages - the light dependent reaction and the light independent reaction. So far, nasa light dependent pa lang ako ang may 2 systems pala yan - Photosystem I and Photosystem II. Seriously, ganyan pala kacomplex ang Photosynthesis? Anyway, akala ko it's like the leaves absorb sunlight, then they make food. Yan lang talaga pagkakaintindi ko. Tapos yung two Photosystems have different products. My gad ganito pala kanosebleed ang photosynthesis. Sa Photosystem II, it's ATP (adenosine triphospate. alam na namin yan. hehe). Sa Photosystem I, nosebleed mehn. It's NADPH. Short for NICOTINOMIDE ADENOSINE DINUCLEOTIDE PHOSPHATE. Ganyan pala kacomplex ang mga halaman. Sorry talaga sa pagiging ignorante ko.
2. Hindi daw tama gamitin ang term na 'bunganga' sa tao, dahil para sa hayop daw iyon. Hindi ko alam bakit pero, yun yun. Nagulat nga ako eh. Anyway, I hardly use the word 'bunganga' anyway kaya yun. Whatever. Haha.
3. Walang platform ang classroom namin dati, according to Ma'am GG. Di ko rin napansin yan dati ah. Hahaha.
4. Did you know na the Mayans (ata) also used the term 'kalabasa' for squash? Amazing noh. Sa pagkakaalam ko nasakop din sila ng mga Spaniards so, baka napasa sa atin ang 'kalabasa' from that. So amazing. XD
5. Pwedeng pang-ipit sa buhok ang paper clip! Want proof?

Sa totoo lang, nagsisisi ako na nagdrama ako kahapon kase parang andami kong nadamay at nabuhusan nang inis. So sa mga carpoolmates ko, sorry talaga kung pa-O ako masyado kahapon. Naoverwhelm lang siguro ako with the stuff in my head kaya nagdrama and the like ako. But anyway, I'm ok now. At least nabuhos ko na lahat ng sama ng loob ko and eventually, I felt relieved na. Tska buti nalang nakapagsorry ako kay Chuck kase nasigawan ko siya habang nagdadrama ako. Yehey. XD

Actually, madrama din nangyari yesterday. Well, kinda lang. But it concerns me din kase nadamay din ang friends ko. To whoever told that account about what happened nung Saturday, sana naisip niya na ang paninira sa ginawa ng batchmates ko wouldn't satisfy her jealousy. If it did, ewan ko nalang paano. Being part of those who didn't go to the party, I have no idea what happened. But still, I think na ranting about (and maybe exaggerating? not sure about this ha) about sa nangyari sa party to the teachers dahil sa inggit isn't a good excuse. Ako inaamin ko na inggit ako na hindi ako nakapunta but seriously, she wasn't even there to actually see what happened diba? Sana maisip niya na what she did was wrong and, yeah, babalik din yan sa kanya. Sa mga batchmates ko, let her be. Matatauhan din siya. Sana things will be okay na.

HEHEHE. Anyway. Sabi ng mom ko nagkaearthquake daw kahapon. Hindi kaya totoo yung sa Friday? According to some sites, hoax lang daw siya and yung nagpredict nung earthquake was some made up character used for spamming sa email, etc. Well, we never know diba? Baka prequel lang yung kahapon. Sana naman walang earthquake Lord!!! Pero kung magkaearthquake man, pwede ang epicenter malayo sa Davao? Hahaha. Tska naglalabasan na ang ants sa bahay ko, which means na may something na nangyayari sa lupa. Homaygulaylaaaaaay. Anyway, hope nothing bad happens. Bata pa tayo mamatay. Di pa nga tayo nakapagprom eh. Waaah. Lmao.

Foundation Day na bukas ah. Excited na kayo?

Walang motorcade this year pero may open house ang dorm. YEHEY! So that means I will crash the rooms of the dormers.. Mwahaha. Naalala ko tuloy yung kwento ni Cherry [yung taga Pearl] na sabi daw ni Chesmar na bongga daw masyado ang kanilang room. Sige, sa mga makapasok sa room sa room nila Chesmar, sabihin niyo kung bongga ha! Bantay lang na sila ba. Hahaha. TSKA YEAAAAAH. May loveknot bukas. Yikeeeeee. Sino kaya maloveknot bukas? EHEM EHEM. Hahaha. Ewan ko nalang kung ano ang mangyari sa akin bukas.. Basta sana di ako umitim. Kaya magdadala na ako ng payong para makasilong ako sa araw. Tska, MAGDADALA AKO NG WATER GUN. Magdala din kayo para lingaw. Hahaha basa basaan na dyud ta ani. Ayaw lang magsuot ug puti nga t-shirt ha? Ok ra kung lalaki ka pero kung girl ka, wag nalang. Hehehe.

Anyway. Emo mode na ako.

Alam niyo yung feeling na gusto mong may kasama kang friend pero ayaw mo din? Kumbaga, you want to be with the company of others pero ayaw mo din. Ang weird talaga. Ganun ako these past few weeks. Di ko rin alam bakit. Baka gusto kong umiwas, wala masyadong mapagusapan [I mean hello, my world revolves around Kpop stuff right now. Hindi naman sobra pero, kinda like that na rin], etc etc etc. Pwede din naman akong sumama sa ibang tao pero the thing is, they have their own lives and ayoko din naman makigulo bigla kase weird. Wala akong galit kahit kanino, as in. Maybe it's just that.. I dont know. Mahirap pag-usapan dito. Minsan mainis ako sa isang tao tapos biglang mawala din. Cycle yan siya ba. Pwede din ako magalit sa tao na yun pero kung isipin mo noh, may pinagsamahan din kayo tapos magagalit ka for some shallow reason? OA kaayo eh. Ayaw nalang magalit. Maglagot nalang ko today then ugma wala na ang inis ko. Pwede na siguro yun.

Ok. End of emo mode.

Hahaha kalit kalit lang ito. Kilala ko si Ball, Tree, Queen, Shrek, Sizzle, at si Lovely. HAHAHA. Chismosa kaayo ko ba. Pati sa SG nangayo ug chismis sa lower years. Langyaaaa. Hahaha. Tska nadiscover ko na may Filipino fan na nanalo ng FT Island CD sa Showbiz Extra sa Arirang. AS IN FT ISLAND ANG BUMUNOT SA NAME NIYA HA. And with dedication pa from the boys. Nako inday, kung sino man ka, AKIN SI WONBIN. Joke laaaang. Wishful thinking lang oi. Sorry kung saag ito. Sensya na.

Yehey makalabas na bukas sa hospital si Mommy! Tska bday ni Che! BURGER BURGER! Hahaha. WOHOO BOOTH FAIR! Excited na ako. Teehee.

Yan lang muna eh. Tulog na ako. Bye.