I think it's been a week since I last blogged.. The whole week was full for me due to Sci Camp preparations. From costumes to props to EVERYTHING. Michael and I went to NCCC Uyanguren last Sunday to buy stuff. Then Monday.. I saw some of my exam grades and I didn't really care since I was too preoccupied with sewing and stuff. Haha. Tuesday was an adventure for me. Abbey and I went to NCCC Centerpoint to buy some stuff needed for the props. We left school at around 5pm and got back at 6:30pm. Then, I went to Ate Therese's house to make the other props and costumes. I was with Ate Dora, Ate Veyellah, Ate Dazo, Roshella, Karen, Michael and other people. Dinner was fun since Roshella told us a whole lot of crazy stories as in MY GAWD I COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING WHILE EATING. Then, we started making the props in the "tree house" then my dad got me at around 10:30pm. Wednesday was shortened periods and I still found myself preoccupied with making the costumes. By that time, I was done with Aimee's and Che's costume and I started working on Ate Veyellah's. I went to NCCC Mall to uhm buy more cloth and other things, then bought ID cords and had our IDs laminated. It was an adventure since I was "speed shopping" then suddenly the lamination took forever. Geeeez, at least we got the lamination for 20 pesos per ID rather than the 25 pesos that the seniors thought.. Then I got back at school at around 5pm and did more stuff. Had Manong Nick drop me off at Kopi Roti then I ate dinner there then got home at 9pm. I worked on Ate Veyellah's costume until.. 2am? Lol then I slept. Then, Sci Camp came.

DAY ONE.

I won't discuss anything in much detail but here are some highlights of the day:

- I seriously had no idea what to do in our cheering. Hahaha! =)) So, I just followed whatever Lua did and, it kinda worked!
- THE MASCOT PRESENTATION PWNED. I really liked Blasslila's mascot, specifically Kami's costume. It was really, really cute. Hahaha. Our mascots were really lively with the big giraffe head.. XD I found it amusing, much.
- Errr.. Don't remember the discussion bits.. All I remember is that it was about GPS O_O
- The Wheel of Fortune bit wasn't really fortunate when it came to me. I felt sorry for Chris since I kept on yelling and spanking him when I was frustrated when I didn't get the answer. He was my punching bag. HAHAHA. Sorry Chris. XD
- It rained really, really hard that night. We all thought that the night show was going to be cancelled. I think it rained from 3-7pm. Good thing the rain stopped and the show went on!
- Preparation time was like, mayhem. Running to this place and that place. Sewing this and that. Fixing this and that. Put make up on this person and this person. The people started practicing for that dance, and it was good.
- SHOWTIME. HANDS PLAY. SIMPLY MARVELOUS!
- Sayawit. Modra's dance was chilling to the spine. Great choreography. Then Blasslila's dance was well polished and did I mention that the costumes were really nice? Hahaha. Vermelho's dance was Joshua VS Patrick. HAHAHA EMO VS RED FOX. Bezova's dance was unique since there were aliens, with the space ship. Grigio's dance was good as well since they have Oasi's president there. Amarillo's dance stood out for me (I'm not being biased here. haha) since the music was modern with the hiphop songs and the dance steps were a fusion of modern and jazz (?). Also, the singers in the other subcamps portrayed the good side but our singer (GO CHE!) was an evil fairy. HAHAHA. Did I mention that Aimee's dancing with the toes shoes and all made the crowd go O_O? It sure did. Try watching her dance up close. It gives you goosebumps. Also, the evil ones wore masks which made everything more eerie. Kinda like what the Jabbawockeez wear.. Anyway, kudos to the dancers and the crew for a job well done! THE COSTUMES DIDN'T MALFUNCTION! WOHOOOOOOOOO!
- Major vanity after the dance. Period.
- I slept at the girls quarters rather than sleeping outside. Supposedly, Hannah and I were going to sleep in my tent but I was too lazy to set it up. Also, demerits were given to those who weren't with their subcamps so I just went to our quarters instead. It was FUN, I swear. All of us exchanged scary stories to the point that all of us got scared and screamed when Kuya Rey entered the room suddenly to check on us. LOL. Then we shared a lot more stuff which only us Amarillo girls are to know.. XD The funny thing was..


Ma'am Janeth did that lots of times and uhm, we ended up sleeping at around 1:30am since we had to get up by 4am to take a bath and get dressed. :)

DAY TWO

- Got up at 4am to take bath. Good thing I was done taking a bath when the water ran out. Hahaha.
- Our wake up call was rock music played by the band from the Seniors. Morning jamzzz!
- Morning exercise led by Sir Mancao. Unfortunately, it didn't make me any thinner. HAHA.
- During breakfast, we had a new cheer! IT'S SO CUUUTE.


- Had a seminar about space technology. What was cool was that the one conducting the seminar was an astrophysicist.. who was a Jesuit priest as well. Wow.
- AMAZING RACE BLUES. I got pwned at the started of the race. I was running in the cobblestoned pathwalk and it was quite a stampede. Then out of nowhere, I felt someone push me and I fell left side of my butt flat on the rough surface. Got some scratches here and there and a really icky wound on my ankle. Wow to the person who pushed me, thanks for the great advanced birthday gift. Now if you were an Amarillan then I could forgive you. If not and if you were a freshman or a sophomore, BEWARE. I might hunt you down in school. Depends who you are of course.. Wtf I'm nuts. There's no way I could find out who pushed me. Grar. Wait, did I mention that the left side of my butt hurts because of that fall? I have a badminton tournament tomorrow and how am I supposed to run? Wish me luck with that.
- Some stations in the race were ANNOYINGLY FUN. Especially the ones with mud and water. I kinda found the mud part challenging since I had an open wound and when the mud covered my wound, it hurt really really bad. The water part was funny! Hahaha we all had to squat and walk while our eyes were closed.. Only the first person was allowed to have his or her eyes open. But even if it was painful to the thighs, it was really really FUN!
- Took a bath at lunch time then ate.. I found myself sleeping again during the seminar in the afternoon. Like duh, I only slept for two hours and I was tired from all the running. Hahaha.
- CLOSING CEREMONY. All I can say is that Blasslila Corvus got most of the awards thus they were hailed as the best subcamp. Kudos to Blasslila and Kuya Gok! At least Amarillo won the Asean game thing and Kuya Pot won best camper. XD
- Seniors started to get emotional since it was their last Sci Camp. I'll wait for that moment to happen to me next year. Lol.
- Mom got me at school at around 7pm. Went to SM to eat dinner then fetched Dad at Pia's Cafe then went home.

Now, here are the reasons why I love our Sci Camp this year:

- All the hyperactive people went to Amarillo. Hahaha!
- Our leaders let us do our own thing then they appreciate our efforts, which is a good thing.
- UNITY AND LAUGHTER. Period.
- Made friends with other people! Hahaha.
- Merge with Modra Cygnus! MODRAMARILLO! :]
- Bonding moments with the Amarillo girls. I'll miss you all. D:

KUDOS TO MATH SCI FOR THE KICKASS SCI CAMP! WOHOO!

AMARILLO!

Kuya Rey and Airish! XD

Sam (aka Ma'am Mendoza's kid). He's so cute that I just had to place his pic here!

Jeth?

I made that dress..

..and the gray one here. XD

Back from a tiring but productive day. Hahaha.

I got up at around 6am even if I intended to get up at around, 8? Then I ate breakfast then went out for a walk. After walking, hot-oiled my hair, took a bath then set off to Amarillo's meeting at Kuya Dax's house. I went to McDonald's at Damosa since Ate Therese told me that they were there and I was thinking that there were other people from different year levels there. So I came and I noticed that I was the only junior there. Hahaha so awkward. So after that, Ate Weslene, Kuya Dax, Ate Therese and I walked to his house on the other side of the road. When I got there, I saw Michael and mingled with the freshmen namely Jonah, Noree and Aimee. :)

I went there because I'm part of the group that's gonna make the costume and I'm glad that we accomplished something. As a matter of fact, Michael and I are going to NCCC Uyanguren to buy cloth for the costumes. Hopefully I'd be done making the two important costumes by Tuesday night so that I could make final adjustments on Wednesday. Gaaah I'm so excited to make the costume! I'm planning to start tomorrow. Lmao.

After planning, I talked a lot with the Seniors about stuff that they knew, and about stuff that I knew. It's really hard to keep secrets in Pisay since everyone knows everyone. Hahaha I was just really amazed. I bet they were amazed when I told them that I knew what happened to this person when they were in this year and in this section. And I'm pretty sure that they know stuff about my batch as well. That's life, we coexist. In the near future that coexistence could lead to massive camaraderie when we get to college.

We ate lunch there as well and the only thing I ate was rice and menudo. Come on, I hardly eat menudo! The food was really good, and I was full enough to keep my going in badminton training. My dad told me that he'd fetch me by 2pm so I left already.. By the way, Kuya Dax! Thanks for the food! Forgot to thank you a while ago. >.< I got to Holiday and I was Ate Dan, Darlene, Hannah, Topet and the others there. I was talking to them then suddenly Angel came out of nowhere. HAHAHA I just reacted normal (like duh, I see Angel in class everyday.. lol). I bet they were expecting that I'd have an "ATE DANICA" reaction when I saw Angel since it's been a long time since she trained. And yes! Earvin (not Earvin Go) is back in action! Finally someone to fight with.. Hahaha. Kidding, kidding. Training was okay I guess. I think we won in all the games we played.. I'm not sure. I guess I'm too damn lazy to tell stories today.. Tournament next week! And I'd be missing Ramayana practice. T_T Oh well.. At least there's food!

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People responded to my provocative blog entry in Multiply last night.. Yay!

Uh yeah you can't read any of the comments there but generally, it says that I'm not alone in feeling that way and the like. If you're curious what my blog said, here it is:

It's been a long time since I blogged here. I just thought about it after revamping my almost dysfunctional Multiply page.

Junior life. As of now, we have 17 months to go to graduation. Anyone excited?

Guess what. I'm kinda excited.

I just cannot stand my life as a Junior sometimes. It's been an emotional rollecoaster for me ever since classes have started. I don't know if me being emotional is brought about by stress, but it could be a factor. Anyway, I noticed that my social life has been from up there to down there. I haven't been interacting that much with people. I usually choose to sit down and listen to my iPod while staring at nothing. If I do start to interact with people, I usually end up being out of place. I'm pretty sure that I'm out of place since I couldn't relate to the topic or anything. I'm usually left out when it comes to TV shows, music, and other things. I don't usually go out with friends that much since I'm preoccupied with badminton on weekends. I could skip badminton once in a while. The thing is, no one really asks me to come.

I don't blame anyone. I know I am a boring person.

Sometimes I wanna get mad at some people but I can't. Why? The good things they have done to me overshadows my anger towards them. One day I'm mad, the next day I'm okay. It's useless when I'm mad. It doesn't even matter to anyone.

Thing here is, I'm finding it hard to find someone to trust. I "miss" some of my friends who actually go to the same school as I do. As much as I want to tell them everything that's been bothering me and what's going on, I don't because I know it wouldn't make any sense to them. I'm a person with a deranged mind but still is functional. Ironic, I know.

And now my birthday is in nine days, my wish is simple. I wish that all my loved ones would celebrate my birthday with me because they want to, and not because they are obliged to. If you don't want to come, fine then don't even if it hurts me.

Sorry for being emotional. Just had to get it all out of my chest.

I remember my dad telling me that Librans are hard to read. They won't talk to you for several days then they'll suddenly talk to you. I am like that, seriously. I have these days when I don't like talking to some people because I just don't feel like it even if I have nothing against those people. My personality is similar to weighing scales, just like Libra's symbol. I find it hard to weigh the appropriate intensity of my emotions in some situations. To Librans out there, are you like me in that aspect? Just curious..

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EIGHT DAYS LEFT.