Right now, I don't know what to do.

I think I've gained better focus today compared to yesterday. Well, I woke up with a pretty bad start and I ended up eating a Kopi Bun for breakfast while on the run. Bio was the usual. Filipino was whack since Ma'am Ines made us sing that poem that we made. We didn't get a good grade but, Angel and I didn't really mind it. Hahaha. The quiz in Physics was real easy. Socsci was interesting since we talked about business stuff and all. Chem was dragging the life out of me. I prefer calculating things rather than the concepts and the like. I don't like talking about laws, principles, stuff like that. But that's reality, we cannot escape it. Math was fun since I thought proving trigo functions involved proving Geometry style. It only required algebraic proof so it was okay. English was, so so. The usual I guess. English speaking rule and all.

After the last class, Ma'am Sarah made us repeat our teacher evaluation for one teacher. I guess I don't need to elaborate on that one though. Then after that, I just hung around the classroom while walling using the pingpong ball. Got to chat with Grace and Ritz as well and I promised to teach them how to play badminton. Hahaha that would be fun! I could make a living out of it. Lmao I'm kidding. Then after school, I rode with the carpool and got down at Assumption.

Now that I'm sitting infront of the PC, I'm having second thoughts on whether to revise my RRL or not. I revised some parts already but I think I'll have to consult Ma'am Daryl first for added guidance. I'm not really confident in making the RRL after getting that 10/20. I admit I didn't have the checklist/guidelines with me so I'm gonna get myself a copy of that and uhm, work on my RRL. Just got to chat with Ma'am Daryl recently and she said that I could consult her tomorrow during Research period. We intend to finish it off by tomorrow since Friday is our VEP. Sometimes I with the VEP is like, optional. I mean, us Juniors NEED to finish our research work. I don't want to spend my weekend thinking about my studies and all. I only have 2 out of 7 days to relax. Or, let's make it 1 day out of 7 since Sunday is cramming day.

So if we intend to do it on Saturday.. Hopefully we'd just be doing the final compilation, the preliminaries, appendices and table of contents. That way, we'd just have to print it. Easy as that. Problem is how to fix the page numbers. Ohmygash.

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I ran into Ma'am Tenchavez a while ago and she asked me why I don't like my name and why I don't like being called 'Mary Clare' or, 'Clare'.

Let me ask you this. Do I look like a 'Clare' to you? The answer is obviously no.

The reason why I was named Mary Clare is because in 1992, the statue of Our Lady of Akita came from Japan and my mom prayed to her for a child. Also, my parents prayed for a child to Saint Clare. Their prayers were answered and boom, they had me. I guess the name 'Mary Clare' is okay as long as people know me as MACEY. I get a lot of comments like, "Mary Clare is a lovely name!" and I'm like, "Yeah but it doesn't suit me". And people make fun of me since the Filipino translation of Mary Clare is Maria Clara, who is like, the perfect Filipina. Prayerful, pretty, comes from a rich family, has a hot boyfriend (I know Crisostomo Ibarra wasn't intended to be 'hot' since he lived during the Spanish era but for exaggeration's sake, he's 'hot'), etc etc etc. I do pray but I don't come from a rich family nor do I have a hot boyfriend. And errr, me ain't pretty. Hahaha. Oh, did I mention that Maria Clara's super ladylike? Wow. I'm, so, far, out.

So people send me text messages like, "Oi Maria Clara.. Naunsa naka diha?", or "Pssst Mary Clare, asa na ka run?". WHATEVER. Call me Mary Clare or I'll hex ya. Nah, I'll just be, cringing.

The only person who can call me Mary Clare is my dad. And he only calls me that when he's angry.

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What did I eat today..

Breakfast - Kopi Bun
Recess - Apple
Socsci period - Brownie
Lunch - Chicken with red rice
Recess - Apple
Dismissal - Juice, balut and Piattos
Dinner - Bread and goat cheese

I WANT MORE APPLES!

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In business, a franchise only makes money in its first few months to make it look like it's making a lot of money. But after that, sales go low. I'll keep that in mind.