There is no such word as 'MIROTIC'. So, what does that mean now? Just some made up word? Hahaha. WHO KNOWS. Lemme ask YunHo or JaeJoong.. Okay I am seriously dreaming awake.

*bet no one reads this anyway*

Life is still a bore as usual. I haven't been socializing that much now that it's exam week. I've been on nerd mode ever since Saturday morning and it feels awkward to feel that way even up to now. Well, there aren't any classes tomorrow so that means I have more time to study and sleep. I am supposed to be playing badminton tomorrow but.. I'm staying home to study. We got 4 subjects on Thursday and the subjects are kinda heavy. PEH and Filipino are easy to get through but about what Math and Bio? ESPECIALLY BIO. So much stuff to remember! Then there's Stat on Friday, as well as the Chem lab report. OKAAAY. I need to stay home tomorrow and stay focused. I know I am really grade conscious but I've been this way ever since preschool. My grade consciousness just had been intensified ever since I entered high school. Sheesh.

Now, a run down of the exams.

Physics - Okay, I guess. Way better than last quarter. I am around 95% sure that my answers in the problem solving part are correct. As for the multiply choice, blah. Used up my luck on that.

Socsci - As usual, what I study doesn't really come out. Some do come out, but not all. I'm expecting a minus 15 or more in the exam.

Chem - WOW OH WOW, Chemistry. I think I got more than 20 items correctly in the multiple choice but I just randomly chose my answer for those items that I had no idea about. As for the problem solving bit, I'm pretty sure about some of my answers but even if I have a wrong answer, I hope Ma'am GG gives points for at least trying to answer the problem. At least I'm not alone who feels this way. HAHAHA.

After the exams, I ate lunch with Che and Grace at the classroom then studied a bit for the Math exam on Thursday. Then, took a jeep to SM to meet my dad and went home. Watched some movie called Police Academy (which was really hilarious) with my dad on HBO then watched my Gossip Girl DVD. I'm still stuck at Episode 6 and I want to watch more but I feel lazy. Hahaha. I'll just resume watching after the exams.

Along with that, I plan to get a haircut since my hair's a mess and do some retail therapy. At least go window shopping.

I seriously need to get out more. I'm getting duller and duller with each passing day. *slumps*

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Woah. 12 days till the big ONE SIX. I just plan to spend my birthday with family and friends, and food of course. And if I receive birthday money from my dear aunties, maybe I'd get another pair of brightly colored pants (how about purple.. or green? haha), or maybe change my perfume. Definitely change my perfume. I want Lacoste Dream of Pink since it smells sooooo good. But if I don't have the cash for it, I might as well settle with Victoria's Secret. I plan to buy the small bottle only. Hahaha.

I'm not expecting a lot of birthday greetings on my birthday. I sometimes have this feeling of being neglected and all alone and isolated. Maybe it's because I don't really hang out with people that much anymore. I usually find myself sitting in one corner in deep thought, not interacting with people. Mainly I do that is because I don't really relate with the topic being talked about so I stay away so as not to embarrass myself and not to make myself look "trying hard".

And maybe another reason is that of age difference. I am one year older than my batchmates since I took the 7th grade back in Manila. It's either I am more mature than them, or maybe it's them who's more mature than me. Either way, it's the same. One is more mature than the other. I don't blame my batchmates at all. It's just an observation I made.

And I'm not expecting that I'd be dancing with a guy on my prom night except my assigned partners. Period.

I think my junior year's not gonna be as fun as they said it would be. But, you never know if I'm gonna be surprised or anything.

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I miss talking to Ate Danah, Bell, Hoiching and Zoe. Hope I get to talk to them again soon. :) I miss you guys so bad.