I didnt get to blog about Foundation Day because I was too lazy. Pretty much everyone knows what happened so I don't think it's necessary to talk about it here. May blog din naman si Angel so, dun kayo magbasa. Hehehe. And the reason why I made a blog is to pour out whatever I feel since I find it hard confiding in others. Feeling ko nga minsan may attitude problem ako eh. Anyway.

Buhos nanaman ako ng sama ng loob ko. Great. Pessimistic nanaman ako. This is bad for my health, really.

So everyone knows na batch party sa Mer Grande nung Saturday diba? Okay. I didn't get to go since it was my dad's birthday. Siyempre, family first. Now I don't blame anyone for me feeling bad right now kase wala naman silang kasalanan diba. It's just that, I feel left out. Sa mga nagbabasa diyan, please don't blame yourselves. Ako ang may problema. I'm just blogging about it kase nga diba, I find it hard to express what I really feel to others. Minsan nga nagsasabi ako na ok lang ako pero actually, gusto ko nang sumabog sa galit. At kung magalit ako, nagmumukhang tanga ako so I choose to keep all the pain inside (char. emo kaayo). So ngayon, ang problema ko lang is to stop myself from being insecure that I wasn't able to come and kagabi ko pa hinanda sarili ko na maOP and shit. For me, being OP is a choice and unfortunately, fate chose me to be OP so I couldnt do anything.

Minsan ang sarap maging loner. Pero madalas, ayaw ko. Ngayon, I feel like a loner and I choose to be one today. Pero minsan, gusto ko may kausap. Di bagay sa akin maging loner eh. Well, that's what I think based on the fact na madaldal ako.

Anyway, I'm not mad ay anyone. I just hate myself right now. I don't blame my dad na it was his birthday last Saturday. I just hate myself for being such a push over. Someone slap me, please.

PS. The Batch Halloween Party thingy? Don't mind that. Ipagdasal nalang natin ang ating mga namayapang mahal sa buhay. I'll just stay here and rot.